this is me...

THIS IS ME...

JZNG

THERE WERE ONCE THAT 
I HAVE FALLEN
IN LOVE WITH YOU...
I HAVE DRUNK IT
INSIDE THAT VIAL
THAT I ONCE THOUGHT
WAS AN ELIXIR

BUT STILL I DID IT
I DID IT...
I DID IT...
I DID IT...
"DID WHAT?"
"DID WHAT?"
"DID WHAT?"
I HAD SAID YES

I'LL KEEP ON RUNNING
RUNNING
AND RUNNING
AND MOVE FORWARD
BUT THERE ARE THINGS
I NEED TO FACE
THEY ARE THINGS
I FORGOT
NEEDED TO
TURN BACK TOO
BUT I'M STILL SCARED 
TO FACE THEM.
BECAUSE THE TRUTH
REALLY HURTS

SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
THINGS ARE 
STIRRING UP
IN MY MIND
STILL I DID IT
I WAS ADDICTED
TO THE CHARM
I WAS ATTRACTED
TO THE SIGHT
I THOUGHT
MAYBE THAT
THIS WILL BE 
THE ONE
I WAS SO...
I WAS SO...
I WAS SO...
SO...
SO...
SO...
NAIVE!

AND NOW 
I AM CRYING
EVERY NIGHT 
IN MY SLEEP

THINKING THAT
THERE WILL BE 
ANOTHER WAY
FOR THIS 
TO BE FIXED
BUT I AM CERTAIN
I AM ASSURED
I AM RIGHT
I AM...
I AM...
I AM...
I AM ME


I JUMPED BACK
TO THE PLACE
WE USED TO BE
I RAN BACK
TO THE PAST
YEAH YOU
CAN NEVER SEE
THE OTHER ME
THE ONE WHO
WILL ONE DAY
STAND UP
AND PROTECT ME
I WILL SHOUT
DEEP IN MY LUNGS
THE FEELINGS
THAT ARE STILL 

BOTTLED UP
ONE DAY
YOU WILL HEAR
MY VOICE
CREATING HAVOC
TO THIS WORLD
YET LISTENING
TO MY FEELINGS
MY THOUGHTS
WHAT IS INSIDE
OF ME

I SAW YOU
WITH ANOTHER
WELL YOU'RE JUST
TOO FAST
MAYBE IT HAS BEEN
YOUR PRIDE
MAKING US A TROPHY
A REWARD
BUT TO TELL YOU
YOU HAVE THROWN
THE BEST TROPHY
AND MAYBE
THIS SHOULD BE GIVEN
TO SOMEBODY ELSE


INCONSISTENT MIND
INCONSISTENT MIND
THAT IS ME
NO...
THIS IS ME
TRYING TO RUN
TO ALL THE CHAOS
I JUST WANNA 
LAY IN BED
AND SLEEP 

FOREVER
FOREVER 

FOREVER

AND EVER


UNDER THIS TREE
HERE WILL BE 
THE VENUE
A BIRTH OF 
A NEW ME
BECAUSE
THIS IS MY
PRECIOUS LIFE
AND NO ONE
SHOULD INTERFERE
I AM LOOKING
FOR MY 

MISSING PRIDE
MY MISSING 

ENTITY
MY MISSING 

HAPPINESS
MY MISSING...
MY MISSING...
MY MISSING...
ME...



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"MISTAKES ARE JUST MISSED TAKES, MIND YOU, I HAVE DONE A LOT OF IT..."

LET ME SHOUT HERE IN PEACE c: XDDD